Tell me, what of us now?
After everything,
What of us now?
Who would let go?
Who would surrender to this pain we both feel?
Would you argue?
Would you hate me if I say goodbye?
Falling, falling to somewhere...
Dark, cold, alone...
I can't see myself
I can't see you, Finally
I wouldn't see you
Wouldn't torment
Drowning to this pain
Drowning to this feeling
Stoping time and reality
Death is the cure for my sickness....

Letting go of someone

I dont understand the thought in my head. Im not jealous or anything. But everytime I see her with another guy, I feel bad, angry, sad... It's not that I have a reason to be jealous, she's not my girlfriend. She's my friend. I cared for her as an older brother would care for her younger sister. Protecting her from harm, keeping her happy and smiling at all times. But when she met him, I guess thats how a father would feel when he sees her little girl grow up and let her roam throughout the world that she lives in. I guess this is how I must feel... Letting my little girl grow up, eventhough she almost my age... Letting my friend move on to her world...

thankyou note from a broken heart

Thank you, for the smile that you have given to me.
It was a small gift that left a mark in my mind.
Thank you, for the time you've shared with me.
It left memories that I will cherish forever.
For every word you shared with me,
Every laughter we had when we fooled around,
Im happy for it.
It left a smile in my face
A face full of tears
A face battered by sadness
by the last words you left in my heart.
But now, I like to say thank you for everything
For everything means you...
Thank you

Control the world...

What if you can control the world?
Would you shape it to
Your desire?
Or,
Let it be,
And influence it
In small ways?
Would you be the hand of justice?
Or a passive God?
Would you let emotion or morality
Be the guide of your judgement?
Someone out there gave us freewill.
Would you take that away?
The priviledge of option?
Will you control love?

Expected Surprises

Ever wondered why we get surprised on things that has been foretold to us? It's like visiting a fortune-teller and get this weird predictions that will happen to you in the future, but you still be suprised when t happens to you, even if it was already foretold. Even in a de javu moment, or a dream, you still get surprised. weird isn't?

Darn, i'm hungry...